just finished year 1 in local uni (engineering course). my CAP (cumulative average point) is 2.9 which is like borderline fail/pass honestly spent most of year 1 struggling to understand content, feeling lost in lectures, projects barely meeting deadline, exams doing very poorly now questioning if engineering right for me. maybe i chose this course for wrong reasons (good job prospects, parents wanted me to do engineering, seemed "safe" choice) realizing i dont actually enjoy the content. every module feels like torture. no passion for it whatsoever considering: 1. changing to different course - but what if new course also not suitable? waste another year catching up 2. dropping out and working first - but degree important in singapore right? 3. pushing through next 3 years hoping i pass - but is this just delaying inevitable failure? 4. transferring to private uni with "easier" course - but waste money and is private degree worth it? honestly feeling very lost. invested so much effort to get into local uni, did reasonably well for a levels, and now in uni i failing badly anyone gone through similar crisis? what did you do? did things get better or did you make the switch? worried about disappointing parents and wasting time but also worried about continuing in course i dont like and failing eventually